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Timebandit
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posted 10 May 2002 08:52 PM
Well, I've always had a certain level of conflict with my mother. We're very different people with very different values. She taught me some pretty dysfunctional patterns in my childhood, and has never been shy on meting out judgement. In most respects, I may never entirely measure up to her conception of the ideal daughter.But do I want a head to head conflict? No. What would be the point? I'm 36 years old, more than old enough to own my own faults, patterns and mistakes. I don't have to blame them on her anymore, whether she had a hand in creating them or not. It just doesn't matter now. It's my life, I get to decide whether to accept or reject what I've been taught. There comes a time when you have to quit blaming and find solutions. Picking a fight with your mother isn't much of a solution. It's also not very mature. My mother and I actually have a sort of truce these days. I don't expect her to be pleased with everything I do, and vice versa. And that frees both of us up to not have to try so hard. [ May 10, 2002: Message edited by: Zoot Capri ]
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Debra
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posted 11 May 2002 10:03 AM
I think too many people still hold childlike expectations of their parents, as if they are magical and can know and do all.They are people dealing with their own set of limitations, disappoints and disillusions just like the rest of us. While we may feel that they should have handled such and such a situation better or more understandingly they did what they were capable of just as we do with our own children. Most of the things I was angry with my mother about I now see was really all she knew how to do. Sometimes it was about protecting me, sometimes it was about her own insecurities and sometimes she was just in a bad mood. All in all though I've come to realize that she was another woman dealing with a life that was not all she had hoped it would be and she had more than her share of disappointments and struggles. Unfortunately she is gone now and I can't express to her how much I understand her now and how strong I think she was. This being mothers day weekend those of you lucky enough to still have a mom, thank her for all she has done, could just be not everything you did was all she hoped for either.
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Tommy_Paine
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posted 11 May 2002 10:28 AM
My eldest has a bad relationship with her mother, and I've made it a priority to stop it from deteriorating, and actually getting it repaired. The fact they live apart has helped a great deal. I think the very bad relationship between the two, and my inability to handle it, contributed to the break down of my marriage. The house was a place of stress almost everyday, and it told on me, and my other two daughters. It's beyond me how two people can say such hurtful things to each other. They were similar in that in a dispute, both reflexively go for the jugular, and both would rather die than let the other have the last word, and any little thing could erupt into a full blown scream-a-rama. I grew up in such a way that did nothing to prepare me for such a thing, and it seems every approach I took was wrong. We almost sent my eldest to live with my niece, but at the last moment I but the kiabosh on the deal. There was something in my head that just screamed "wrong" about it and I couldn't do it. I think that event was one of the turning points in our marriage. My wife took it as me taking sides against her, which it wasn't. I just thought we were a family, and that the correct approach was to stay together and work out the difficulties. It just struck me as wrong to basically turf your child out of home. I think kids have to always have a place called home to come home to. In retrospect, I would still have stuck to my guns and kept my eldest at home. I set upon a plan, and told both of them that to repair thier relationship, they first had to stop hurting each other, and learn not to say the nasitest thing that happened to pop into their minds during a squabble. The separate living arrangements have made this part easier. It's going to take a while before the repair part starts to really take hold, though. There are resentments my eldest has toward my ex (I was officially separated last wednesday) that I find hard to take issue with. What I am saying though, trying to point out, is that those are rather human things, and I suggest to my eldest that she isn't experienced enough in life to be as judgemental as she's being. Hopefully, as she gets more experience in life, it will bolster what I'm saying, and there can be some forgiveness, and some healing.
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skdadl
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posted 12 May 2002 01:16 PM
When I was thinking about this discussion last night, it seemed to me that there are the externals, the internals -- and then there's abuse. I didn't grow up in an abusive home, but I know people who did, and I can't see how any of them could help but struggle with feelings of having been betrayed or abandoned by their mothers, even when their mothers weren't actively abusive. I can't speak to those feelings, but I've listened to them and wept over them. Some years ago, one of my sisters went through a painful time doing what nonesuch describes above as applying our rules retroactively to our mother. That's the only time I've had this conversation before now. I found it hard at first to understand why my sister was so bothered, even though I agreed with her that there was a whole list of topics neither one of us would ever raise with Mum, never even try to discuss with her. Maybe I was an evil child, but I remember deciding very early on (at eight?) that my parents were both wonderful but hopelessly "old-fashioned," and from then on (with the exception of the political battles I had with my dad in my late teens) the fact that I had to acquire my own "externals" -- how to think about the way the rest of the world treated me, or judged me, or offered me opportunities -- never really bothered me. I think of it now and I realize that I have spent the rest of my life protecting my parents a bit -- not a lot, but a bit. Every once in a while over the years I have tried challenging my mother on issues that I know are hard for her, beyond her experience -- and I've instantly felt like an utter creep for doing that, especially when she responds in the way she always does, so gently ... All the same, I know that the pain my sister was feeling was real. "I can't talk to my own mother about [fill in the blanks]," she would say ... Well: I felt for her, although I'm not sure I understand from the inside yet why Mum's so obviously different standards should have caused her such pain. I still wonder about this. But then that leaves us with the internals. Between individuals, especially in a family, things go on ... Any one of them, including Mum, can still drive me nuts!!! Like no one else on earth. And at least some of the time, they won't even notice or understand which of my buttons just got pushed -- I know that, I know that, but I still go nuts. I don't think there's a "solution" to feelings that deep, except for good friends who know, who know from their own lives. For me anyway, direct confrontations have just never worked, have only invented new problems.
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Timebandit
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posted 12 May 2002 01:36 PM
quote: Me, I'm fed with with the idea that moms are beyond reproach.
I don't think that's quite what I'm saying, Audra. More like, there comes a time when there is no more point to reproach. When you're in your 30s and have kids and a life of your own, it's time to give it up and move on. To continue a head to head combat beyond your 20s is such a waste of energy. quote: Any one of them, including Mum, can still drive me nuts!!! Like no one else on earth. And at least some of the time, they won't even notice or understand which of my buttons just got pushed -- I know that, I know that, but I still go nuts.
Absolutely. There is nobody on earth who can make me as nuts as my mother. She does things and expresses opinions (most of which are none of her business) that make me rave for hours in the safety of my own space to my everlovin' spouse, best girlfriend, etc. And it will ever be thus. I figured out pretty early on my mother was a froot loop. She's a chronic depressive, and that was very difficult to grow up with. My father was my role model, and while Dad and I had some spectacular fights, I could say anything to him and not have it held against me later. Not so with my mother. But because I was so much like my dad, there's always been a basic inability between my mother and I to comprehend just why it is the other does what they do. I once described my relationship with my mother as two cats standing on a fence, simultaneously sizing each other up and staring each other down. I don't think we'll ever truly understand each other, but we find a way to coexist. I have to admit, she's a good grandmother, and that's worth more than you can imagine. So if not to mothers, here's to grandmas! [ May 12, 2002: Message edited by: Zoot Capri ]
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skadie
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posted 12 May 2002 05:04 PM
quote: When you're in your 30s and have kids and a life of your own, it's time to give it up and move on.
I'd say if you are still dealing with mother conflict in your 80's you may as well deal with it. Our adult lives are basically the process of differentiating from our parents/families and beginning our own. There is no proper time to give up on the conflict. Some of us are just beginning to deal with it in our thirties. It's how one deals with the conflict and what we learn from it that really matters. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY by the way.
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clersal
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posted 12 May 2002 05:59 PM
The sad thing is that often the mothers do not realize there is a conflict, or that there was a conflict. My children have quoted to me things that I said and I don't remember them at all. What is important to them obviously wasn't to me. I am not talking about abuse, just conflict. I never discussed anything with my mother and I am quite sure she would not have understood a thing. Anyhow I tried not to make the same mistakes but inspite of that lofty wish I did repeat a few things that I regret. Yeah, Happy Mothers Day all.
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nonsuch
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posted 12 May 2002 07:15 PM
I like my mother. She's a very nice person. And she drives me nuts. But it's difficult to find a common vocabulary. Her value-system, her code of behaviour, her whole world was different from mine. Confrontation even on current topics - like why she always interrupts me, or why she puts me down in front of other people her age - is more trouble than it's worth. She wouldn't understand my problem, or would deny it, and either case, she would be hurt. To broach old subjects is just plain useless. Whatever went wrong back then is part of me now, and mine to deal with - just as whatever she has from her formative years is hers to deal with, not my grandmother's. There must be a statute of limitations on parental issues.Anyway, my kids were just here, with flowers, so everything must be all right.
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Debra
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posted 13 May 2002 09:59 AM
quote: so as not to repest.
`loved the typo clersal I was raised by my grandmother as my "mother", so my natural mother had plenty of opportunity to be abusive.
When I told her that her husband was sexually abusing me she slapped me and told me I was a liar. After he had abused all her other girls and one of them told her she grudingly believed what I had said and yet a couple of years later she sent all the kids to live with this man knowing he was a pedophile. I haven't spoken to her in a number of years, she is too toxic to maintain a relationship with. Still I have come to recognize that the selfish and short sighted view with which she entertains life is what is responsible for her behaviours which end up hurting even her. She has a number of children who want nothing to do with her, she lives with an abusive alcholic who even expects her to sugar and stir his tea. She blames me for alot of her life and yet sees no blame for the choices she made in getting pregnant. I don't think she deserves a "by" for anything but I do feel sorry for her and I do thank her for giving me life. Ultimately she is the one suffering for her choices.
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Rebecca West
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posted 13 May 2002 11:45 AM
I too have a rather toxic mother. However, being old, in ill health, and several thousand miles away her evil powers are quite diminished and I'm able to talk to her on a quasi-regular basis, which is more than some of my siblings are capable of.I accept her for who she is, more or less, and understand how the combination of her personality and impoverished upbringing made her toxic. And while I cannot forgive her for some of her more appalling betrayals (and I don't need to), I no longer hate her, having years ago decided my energy is needed elsewhere. I have no need to resurrect childhood horrors or emotional baggage, as I long ago told her what I thought of her mothering skills and their impact on my life. She gave me life, some basic domestic skills, and an interest in books and politics (as did my father) and I have thanked her for these. This is not to say that her compulsion towards manipulation and the infliction of cruelty and pain don't faze me. They still do. But I'm able to feel sad for someone whose motivations can be so venomous, whose life has been coloured by bitter vindictiveness. I have discovered that the best way to heal the damage of a sad and insecure childhood is to have a close, positive relationship with my daughters. My eldest daughter tells me she considers me her role model and her best friend, and I hope my youngest, the baby, will feel the same way when she is older. We don't always get along - we're very different, my teenager and I - but we have survived the worst of the adolescent horrors and are quite close again. If nothing else, my mother became a role model by negative example, by showing me how not to parent, and I thank her for that as well.
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oldmom
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posted 14 May 2002 09:54 AM
Couldn't resist joining when I saw the topic. Even those of us who have managed to have good lives despite rotten parents now find ourselves in the position of having to take care of these people in their old age. Nothing like having to hear how they did things when they were young over and over again. So we bite our tongues, realizing that saying, yes, you did it your way and now we have dead brothers and drug addict sisters but there are no hard feelings and you are not an idiot, would serve absolutely no purpose, because for them to admit we are right, destroys what fantasy they have created in their selfish little minds about how great they were. We grew up DESPITE them, not with their help. Sorry, there are some crimes there can be no forgiveness for, and ignorance is NOT an excuse. I was brought up by these people, I am no genius, yet I know what is right and what is wrong. People wonder why so many priests got away with what they did years ago? "Children should be seen and not heard" was the motto of the day.
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clersal
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posted 14 May 2002 10:38 AM
I go along with you there. When people have asked me if I got along with my parents, no. Did I like my parents no. Somehow this no seems to bother people far more than just not liking them. The after all they are now old and time to forgive shit.They are dead now and I never did forgive them. I sort of understand why they were the way they were, extremely selfish. Different generation? Lousy excuse. I knew parents who really enjoyed their kids and their house was a fun place to visit. I think a lot of abuse was gotten away with as kids were scared and when they did report it they were not believed. Somethings don't change. Welcome to Babble.
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Rapunzel
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posted 14 May 2002 12:47 PM
Is parental resentment a common characteristic among feminists?Er, let me rephrase that - Do crappy parents begat feminists, or do most feminists perceive their parents as crappy. Is it the chicken or the egg? [ May 14, 2002: Message edited by: Rapunzel ]
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Timebandit
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posted 14 May 2002 01:37 PM
Parental resentment has nothing to do with feminism. Everybody, male/female, feminist/nonfeminist, whatever race, resents their parenting at one time or another. Some people have good reasons to resent their parenting, others don't.It wasn't my conflict with my mother that made me a feminist -- it was the coping mechanisms and strength of character I learned from my father that sent me down that road. One thing that seems to be inferred from my previous posts is that we should forgive parents who are not good parents -- I should have been more clear that this was not what I meant. Some things are not forgivable. In my own case, I think my mother's refusal to properly treat her depression when I was a child (because she felt dealing with her baggage was "too painful") is something I may always resent. My, and my sister's, needs were neglected because of it. It sometimes made her abusive and frightening. The situation shaped me in ways that were not always healthy. But now, at this late date, confronting her on it will change nothing. And it's really the idea of confronting your parent as an adult that I have a problem with. As an adult, you have the ability to walk away if you need to. There's no need to punish, it's not likely to make any difference anyway. If they've been rotten parents, their own baggage is probably making them more miserable than you ever could. And the way I see it, as an adult, my bad patterns are mine to fix, regardless of what caused them. It doesn't matter who was to blame in the first place anymore.
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Rapunzel
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posted 14 May 2002 01:53 PM
quote: If you had read the posts Rapunzel you would not have posted such an inane remark.
Read all the posts here. All are testimonials to the sadly dysfunctional relationships y'all have with your parents. Never once is the word love mentioned. You are all feminists and you all have almost entirely negative things to say about your parents. Sometimes such feelings can be caused by resentment. Some women resent the fact that their mother was merely a homemaker whereas they, as feminists, would never dream of lowering themselves so. Thus, they see their mother as less than them. [ May 14, 2002: Message edited by: Rapunzel ]
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lagatta
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posted 14 May 2002 04:15 PM
Dear Oldmom, I must confess this really bothers me on a feminist forum: The "poor me, I am a victim of evil male dominated shackles that keep me subservient and they must be overcome by government interference" won't be heard in my house. I believe in pulling yourself up by your bra-straps... I must confess that sounds a bit Thatcherite. Nothing to do with whining about family problems or even specifically about women. But many groups, including women, have been the victims of hundreds or thousands of years of systemic discrimination and denial of human rights. Look at an idiot like Bush - he can become President of the US just because he is a mummy's and daddy's boy, a rich WASP, even though he has no great brain nor was he a hard worker... There is no way a Black, female, or working-class person has the same advantages. It is not a question of sitting back and depending on mommy state but on exercising our power as citizens to force government and other powers-that-be to carry out measures to even out the playing field and provide a modicum of social justice and security. This is a forum for progressive people, after all, however that is defined... Male oppression of women has nothing to do with "evil", it is a question of power and has evident historical roots in the development of patriarchal relations, just as racism does in slavery and colonialism.
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Rapunzel
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posted 14 May 2002 04:40 PM
Women were oppressed for thousands of years. Then, shazzam, in three or four short decades they become independent entities and a force to be reckoned with in western society. So how do they use their new found power and influence - why they quickly develop disdain for their parents and detachment from fetuses growing inside them. So many voices inside their heads screaming for separtion from one, and termination of the other. All I can say is thank god this didn't happen sooner. Who knows where we'd be now as a society. [ May 14, 2002: Message edited by: Rapunzel ]
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skadie
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posted 14 May 2002 05:56 PM
I'm of the opinion that our struggles, in any relationship but especially with our mothers, are more symbolic of our own inner workings. What are other people except a reflection of yourself?If mother conflict is approached from that point of view as opposed to a literal interpretation of "I'm right, she's wrong" we stand to learn a lot from it. Regardless of who is right or wrong. My mother lives about 4000km away, so I suppose it's easier for me to view our relationship more philisophicly. I'm not a parent but I can imagine that it is virtually impossible NOT to hurt your children. Parents are on pedestals and while I think they should live up to that as much as possible, they cannot help but fall off once and a while. Watching you fall and react has a huge influence on a child.
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oldmom
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posted 14 May 2002 06:02 PM
I don't know, ronb - sounds like a description of the "good old days on the farm" where women's work was never done. There's an area in the US where that kind of society is still found, but the family tree doesn't fork much there, if you know what I mean. But the young'uns always have someone to watch them. What bothers me about a "feminist" forum is that you are not allowed to say anything bad about A woman - like we never make mistakes, or have things about us that are "stereotypical" of women. That is where women lose their advantage - I do not want to be given equality - why should I step down from my pedestal? I don't think we benefit as much as everyone would like to believe from extended families, as surely as we will not benefit from Communism. Communism, like extended families, can stifle individualism, you are predestined for your place in society (yes, there is corruption in a communist society also). As for re-using, no matter where we have lived, we've always found friends who swap, pass down, pass along, and share what they have. I'm afraid that I never think of these people as a "village" - that reminds me of government sponsored day-care. I think of them more as family that you get to choose.
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Timebandit
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posted 14 May 2002 06:23 PM
First off, who says that if you have conflicts with your mother that you don't love her? Most people manage to do both on some level.But, since this is a thread on mother conflict, rather than mother love-in, I suppose that aspect of mother relationships hasn't been discussed much. Both my parents made mistakes. Some big, some small. I still love my mother, with all her flaws. She has her good side, she's a good grandmother (I actually think I noted that), and she's also highly intelligent and when the chips are down, she'll try to help (if in her own inimitable and somewhat critical fashion). quote: I do not want to be given equality - why should I step down from my pedestal?
Well, on that score, I'd have to agree with Gloria Steinem: "A pedestal is as much a prison as any small space." I'd find a pedestal limiting. I'll take equality, with both edges of the sword, thanks. And who says being feminist means you can't choose to live in a traditional role? The way I see it, freedom means being able to choose traditional or non-traditional roles and careers, and feminism means having the freedom to choose whatever combination works for you. Also an interesting note: I've been looking at the shift from extended family regarding a documentary I've been developing... People without extended family, or without contact with extended family seem to find ways of constructing "chosen" families for themselves. In many ways, that's tremendously appealing.
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lagatta
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posted 14 May 2002 07:18 PM
How about sliced Italian tomatoes topped with provolone and pesto, dizzled with a bit of olive oil. Tasty munchies. --------------------------------------------------Rebecca, that sounds delicious! A bit later in the evening, I'm having a black-olive fougasse (flat bread, half-price at the end of the day...) topped with fresh goat cheese - I'm allergic to cow's milk, hence to most domestic provolone - over half-decent hydroponic tomatoes - though they aren't the wonderful tomatoes of late summer... I live right next to the Jean-Talon market in the north end of Montreal, so I can pick up nice vegetables at a most reasonable price. Oldmom, I don't want to bait anyone. However, socialised services such as governement-funded (and supervised, in terms of competence and trustworthiness of staff) daycare and other measures to help women and families, were not only a feature of the now-defunct authoritarian communist regimes. All Western European nations have such measures, and to a certain extend we do in Canada too, though they are under threat. They have done a lot to lift women out of poverty. Among mothers whose marriages have broken up, far fewer have fallen into poverty in Sweden or France than in Canada - which in turn has a lower rate of poverty among single-parent families (usually, but not always women-led) than in the US. I know this may be a troll, but I certainly don't hate or blame my mum, and phone her every week. However for many of us it is better for all to put some distance between ourselves and families that have harmed us, although we realise that often it is because they had been damaged in turn.
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clersal
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posted 14 May 2002 11:44 PM
A Mennonite? Joking Old mom. I don't see this as a feminist forum particularly. Okay it is about Mother conflict.When I brought up my a kids, a long, long time ago. I stayed home. It was expected of a woman. I rebelled, got a job, quit the job as I had too bloody much work. Yes the now ex other half who got home two hours before I did, did fuck all. Life goes on, kids grow up, conflicts happen, they iron out and we make do with what we have. Do I have a conflict with my daughter? Not exactly. There are a lot of things she does I don't like and there are a lot of things that I do that she doesn't like. She is not my best friend but I don't play mother either. I think it is her life style that I don't like. This is none of my business anyhow. My daughter in-law stays home to raise her family and not because my son would give her a hard time. She thinks it is important. People are different and I think I must have a point in all this rambling about. I guess it seems that there is a wee bit of hostility weaving through this thread. I cannot blame Rapunzel for it, shit.
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clersal
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posted 15 May 2002 12:42 AM
Yeah skadie but it kind of veered to opinions of what method is the best for dealing with the conflict.What worked for me was recognizing that they were shitty parents. Because they got sick and died does not make them better parents. I'm partially aware of why they were like they were. If I go in that direction I would have to examine Grandmothers, fathers ad nauseam. Fuck it. It seems that it is not that unusual to have had a dysfunctional family. We all, have different ways of dealing. If it works, use it. I don't know if it is just me. Perhaps this is a generalization without foundation. We seem sometimes to be in competition with each other. I don't know whether I am a feminist or not. I'm not even sure if I know what a feminist is. There are a lot of commonsense things. They don't have a gender. I don't know, I feel that we become very critical of certain 'attributed' chores that are traditionally carried out by the fairest sex. Housekeeping, cooking etc. It's changing slowly but it is changing. I know a lot of men today that are more than capable of keeping a house. That work is shared. In my day it was my job. Period. [ May 15, 2002: Message edited by: clersal ]
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posted 15 May 2002 02:47 AM
Geez, when i started this, i wasn't thinking of extreme dysfunction, but i guess it's always there. Some people who don't know how to live will not only go on living, but reproduce and pass on the pain. (I'm lucky: the bad one was my father, and fathers are easier to shed. You - we, on the assumption that we're mostly female - don't internalize them as much. Waaugh! I'm revving myself into a quagmire: it's too complicated. Maybe you know what i mean.)Anyway, i was thinking of ordinary mothers, who gave us a hard time about being fat while loading our plates, or told us to be polite and pleasant, while being nasty and critical, or told us we were good girls when we were merely frightened and confused. There is a big time-span here. Probably, the issues change every decade and the stuff my generation had to deal with is different from the stuff Zoot and Trinitty deal with.
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Timebandit
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posted 15 May 2002 01:48 PM
quote: Anyway, i was thinking of ordinary mothers, who gave us a hard time about being fat while loading our plates, or told us to be polite and pleasant, while being nasty and critical, or told us we were good girls when we were merely frightened and confused.
Sounds like very little has changed on that score from your generation to mine, Nonesuch... Let's face it, mothers are mothers, parents are parents... They have expectations of us, and sometimes we live up to them and sometimes we don't. Then we grow up and form expectations for our own children. And so the conflict of "part of you"/"separate from you" continues on. Oh, well, it's only life.
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